Fucken again... 18 months ago I had a major cancer scare and thankfully after weeks of testing/scanning and later a biopsy it turned out that I was in fact cancer free and the issue was something completely different and very minor. However, 4/5 days ago whilst holidaying on the Gold Coast I found a small lump on the side of my groin, it worried me a bit at the time but I didn't think much of it, fast forward to now and it is still there, whilst it definitely hasn't gotten bigger it hasn't gone away either, a quick google search and the internet reckons it is one of 4 things, either a hernia, cyst, infection or Cancer. It looks nothing like a cyst and a hernia also seems far fetched based on the symptoms so im getting increasingly worried about the cancer thing.
I haven't gone to see a doctor yet as it says online to give it a week as if it is your body just trying to fight an infection it will clear up by itself but im so fucking scared it's been playing on my mind the past few days a lot. Obviously going through the scare not to long ago its made me super paranoid about it and even the thought of getting scans again terrifies me. I've told myself that by Monday if it hasn't started to shrink or disappear then I will go to the doctor but im not in the right fucked head space to deal with the outcome if it's bad news.
