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Hey everyone, thought I'd share. Long story short I tired to end my life on Saturday I overdosed on Xanax took 17 to be exact. Wasn't feeling it with life and what not relationships, stress work etc. Everything compounded and I was selfish to have chosen to do what I did. With that said I was lucky someone was home to call the ambos I have no recollection or memory of what happened from the point of me swollen in them pills.
Point is I survived, got sent to hospital ICU then mental health clinic at concord hospital. After speaking with the psychiatrist they let me go.
Got home family cried and I felt guilt. Not so much hurting myself but hurting the ppl I love. Never again its not worth it. I would of case more pain towards ppl I love.
Anyways, I was going to share this as this is very personal but hey its the kennel we all share a lot of things on here.
I'm better now it's opened my eyes and my out look on life and the ppl that care.
Point is, if you're depressed speak to someone I'd recommend a psychiatrist, at first I was sceptical about them but fk me all my emotions came out and I felt better.
Not expecting the sorry to hear or glad you're okay just wanted to share and tell y'all there are ppl out there to help and support you professionally.
I think I'm a pretty healthy smart man, but fk you know what saying depression is a silent killer.
Wrote this raw unedited and on my phone
The kennel is the best and I'm happy to still be modding
Point is I survived, got sent to hospital ICU then mental health clinic at concord hospital. After speaking with the psychiatrist they let me go.
Got home family cried and I felt guilt. Not so much hurting myself but hurting the ppl I love. Never again its not worth it. I would of case more pain towards ppl I love.
Anyways, I was going to share this as this is very personal but hey its the kennel we all share a lot of things on here.
I'm better now it's opened my eyes and my out look on life and the ppl that care.
Point is, if you're depressed speak to someone I'd recommend a psychiatrist, at first I was sceptical about them but fk me all my emotions came out and I felt better.
Not expecting the sorry to hear or glad you're okay just wanted to share and tell y'all there are ppl out there to help and support you professionally.
I think I'm a pretty healthy smart man, but fk you know what saying depression is a silent killer.
Wrote this raw unedited and on my phone
The kennel is the best and I'm happy to still be modding