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Paul Vaughan can’t wait to repay the Bulldogs and their coach Trent Barrett for giving him a second chance.
“I played under Baz a few years ago for Country and we live up the road from each other,” Vaughan told The Australian.
“Baz has been really good through the whole process. He has always checked in on my wellbeing. It doesn’t sound like much but it meant a lot to me.
“I felt with what they are building next year — they are looking really good. I am really excited to get there and build something special.
“Also to repay Baz. That is the biggest thing. I want to repay Baz.”
Less than a month after being sacked by St George Illawarra for hosting a barbecue for 12 teammates at his Shellharbour home in breach of NSW health guidelines, Vaughan has been given a shot at redemption by Canterbury after agreeing to a one-year deal for next season.
He has paid a high price — both financially and emotionally — for what he acknowledges was a silly decision. He was handed an eight-game suspension by the NRL that he will serve over the remaining weeks of this season. He will also pay a $50,000 fine when he resumes his career.
The financial hits extend beyond the NRL sanction — his Bulldogs deal will be nearly half the $800,000-plus he was due to earn at the Dragons next season. All up, he stands to lose close to $1 million when you factor in what he would have been paid over the remainder of this season.
“I think the biggest thing is that security and stability for my family,” he said.
“That hurt me the most to be honest — having to put them through that, which was very difficult for me to see. It was a pretty stressful time.
“My wife is 33 weeks pregnant so she didn’t need any more stress than what she had already gone through. That was pretty hurtful.
“Now for me, I have a lot of motivation and I have a lot of drive to do good things next year, get back on track, and prove myself again.
“I should never have put myself in that position. It is frustrating because looking back on it, you would have gone about things so differently.
“I have learnt a couple of lessons the hard way. So the biggest thing is frustration with what I have brought on myself, the club, the NRL.”
Vaughan admits he has no one to blame but himself. His priority now is to look forward rather than stare into the rear-vision mirror.
“It was on my own head,” he said.
“I am still very remorseful and still very sorry for everything that has happened. It is not an easy thing to do when you wake up and there is media outside your house, and you are getting bashed.
“Again, I brought that on myself. It is done now, I have accepted it. I am sure everyone who has seen the story and has followed it would agree I have paid the ultimate price.
“I have lost a contract with the club that I love and I have to get my life back in order now. Now it is a challenge that I have set myself. I am really looking forward to getting back on top.
“I am going to use it in a positive way to repay Baz and the club that has given me an opportunity.”