Call me a sentimental old fool but gee how anyone can ever doubt that Josh is a Bulldog through and through and this decision he has made will have been the most difficult thing he has done up until now. It takes a big man to acknowledge his time has come and that what he can offer is now no longer the best that he has given in the past. A realisation that the younger brigade should now be entrusted with the future of the club. He has said all along that he did not expect any favours, that he was under the illusion that a permanent first grade spot would be his. He knew he had to earn it and for a while he showed to a degree that spark of several years ago, the drive and ability to offer something to the team.
I for one appreciate the passion that this bloke exudes for the club and the fact that he openly admits the worst thing he ever did was to leave the club. In the opinion of some, an ordinary player, but you can't deny his extraordinary love of the club and those he calls his mates. Mistakes.... yes he made some but then think of the great moments in the game where he dug deep and did something that had the crowd on its feet praising him for a well executed clutch play. If some thought they were fooled into believing he was important to the team and to the club think back to that day at Belmore where he was hoisted high upon the shoulders of his team mates and the crowd as the name Reynolds echoed around the ground...there were an awful lot of "fools" there that day if that is the case.
I will be at Belmore this weekend to farewell this bloke who has shown
"It's not the size of the dog in the fight, it's the size of the fight in the dog."
Mark Twain
Grubby I wish you nothing but happiness and good times in your retirement. The fact that your presence around the club will not be lost should be a constant reminder that what is important is the team and those in it and the club itself, not the game, a point you made so well.
Don't ever be embarrassed for the tears you shed today because there will be many more shed come Saturday at Belmore after the full time siren.