dogluva
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I've started writing this post quite a few times now trying to find the best way to start it....
I'm feeling numb, I feel absolutely nothing at the moment. We've been at the children's hospital since the afternoon, it's now 2am.
They've made Lili as comfortable as possible and told us to just sit by her side.
I've spent the last 12hours going through every emotion just to end up here feeling nothing at all.
I'm watching my sweet girl take the last breaths of her life. They said the process is different for everyone, it could be a few hours... she could battle on for another day, but regardless of time, her body is finally giving in.
She's so peaceful at the moment, I knew this was inevitable, but part of me is relieved to see her so calm and free of pain, even though it means I'm losing part of me.
I don't know if she'll still be with us by the morning or when anyone sees this. I also don't know when I'll be able to get back on and let everyone know the outcome.
I just want everyone to know, your love and kindness gave me that little bit of strength to carry on for a little longer throughout this time and I love you so dearly all for it.
Still thinking of you mate and your family. God bless.