I try to live a Christian life as best I can, which means searching for, understanding and living the truth, you can't deny that you have expressed a blind hatred for Catholicism, by exaggerating the bad thing done by some so-called Catholics, while obviously denying the many great things done by other genuine Catholics.
To give you an example of hatred against Catholicism, A certain gentleman a freemason in trying to turn me off my faith, told me that Hitler was a Catholic, hence the Catholic Church was responsible for the extermination of all those Jews.
Hitler obviously dropped out of the faith and in fact became very anti Catholic, to an extent that the SS and Gestapo killed between 1/4 to 1/3 of the Catholic Priests in Poland mainly for harbouring Jews.
Why some are able to live a life of debauchery and other evil vices while pretending to be Catholics/Christians is beyond me. Perhaps it may be because of their fear of this "so called" terrible place HELL, while at the same time they failed to accept the fact that a true Christian is one who lives for the love of God and all mankind.
You should try to become a true Christian, I would very much like to help you in that regard, because harbouring hate will only make you sick, you have expressed very strong deep seated hatred.